I've learnt to live half a life..

Just like what mei have been telling me..

When in a relationship, the first or second month is called as the honeymoon period because it is always the sweetest period..

Indeed its true..

that first and a half month is my most happiest moment in my life..(:

& after that it's totally horrendous..

after that honeymoon period, i'm like living in hell..

he made me totally numb now..

good & bad..

good : i'm no longer the naive Rolinda..(:

bad : i've no more feelings but i'm able to make myself happy & free again..(:

he made me grow & of course worked harder for myself & of course love myself more..(:

I won't let him make me forget the value of myself, that i'm special & deserve to be treated with respect too..(:

mei & my girlfriends kept telling me that i can't go on torturing myself by keeping & trying so hard to keep this relationship going & they said that i deserve someone better..

i'm so stubborn that i ignored their kind advise that lead me to become so devastated..

i'm really sorry & i'm thankful for having them throughout my sad moments..

i LOVEEEE them loads..♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

i think i can't pull through this without them..(:

last but not least..

all the best to me..(:

JIAYOU ROLINDA!!!! ^-^