"i'll always be there"..

i've always wonder if this quote is a good thing or bad..
to me, it've always been a good thing cos i want my friends to know that i'm always here but lateley, as i grew, i feel like i've been used..
used as a substitute and someone who is seen or remembered only when people needed someone to be there for them..
i felt so naive..

i always feel so bad & worthless when i cant be with my friend..
but after i met alicia, i finally knew what a friend in need really means..
its kinda a long story & i'm lazy to type..LOL
so yeap..
thats all ^-^
tata~