Kbox!!

impromtu kbox session with xiaomei :DD

like finally!! WOOOO!!

super happy to the max..

HAHAHA!!

met xiaomei at pontian..

had that for

went to the 7-10pm slot..^-^

and it's my very first time booking online..

hahaha!!

Sing Sang Sung..

and we also chatted while eating..

Had an AWESOME day with xiaomeii today <3

Love her loads..:DD

hees

Alone..

hmm..random post..

heh..

dont know why..

i felt so lonely..>_<

dad & bro went back thailand, everything that i do, i'm alone..house

eat alone, sleep alone, watch television alone..

i want to find someone but i dont know who to find..:/

pathetic uh..

baby's away in tekong and all my friends are having school or working..hmm..>_<

i dont know..

i just feel like i have no one..

sigh..nevermind..

i've gotta get use to it anyways..

hmm..after mom's not around, the atmosphere of the happiness in the house is like disappeared with my mom..sigh..

the smell of home-cooked food, the smell of thai food, the smell of the fresh and cleaned laundry, the sound of mother's nagging, the fridge filled with meat and vegetables..

sigh..i missed all of that..

most of all, i missed my mom..sigh..

ohwells..

life still have to go on..

so i'll cherish those who is close to me ^-^

cos i've regreted that i've never spend enough time with my mom when she's here..

sigh..that's my BIGGEST regret that i can never make it up to my brother or myself..>_<

so i dont want that regret to happen again..

but i still love my dad..^-^

JIAYOU ROLINDA!!! ^-^

My very first brazillian waxing & prawning!! :DD

went to STRIP to do my very first brazillian waxing :D

hmmm..

overall its okay ^-^

the pain is bearable for me, as a first timer ^-^

though i'll be alittle shy at first, but yea..:) haha

and and the service is good ^-^

next shall be eyebrow threading :DD

haha!!

at night, baby's sister's boyfriend is at the house..

then he decided to bring baby's nephew and me for prawning cos it's a Saturday night..

we were there for 2 hours and yea..its my very first time prawning & we got no prawns..-_-

i have no ideal why also..>_<

baby's sister told me that baby is very good at prawning and i wanna see him prawn someday :DD hahaha!!

feel so damn bad cos the uncle paid for it and we've got no prawns..>_<

and its quite expensive for me..hmm..

though no prawns but its a good and fun experience for me ^-^ hees..

will ask baby to bring me there soon ^-^ hees..

i wanna see him prawn!! hahaha

i'm the lucky one, he's the lucky one or we're both lucky ♥

After i'm with baby, i always tell myself that how lucky i am and i must appreciate everything i have now and i'm contented ^-^

having him and his family are my blessing and how i wish my mom is here to meet him..:')

I LOVE MY BOYFRIEND & THAT WILL NEVER CHANGE!!!! ^-^ ♥

For you, there's me ^-^

The Dark Knight Rises

baby booked out this morning since he have no duty & he gets to go home..^-^

i was still in bed when he came home..then he cuddle me from behind.

how sweet..hees ^-^

then its baby's turn to nap..

booked 5.00pm slot for The dark knight rises movie..

wake baby up at around 3.45pm to get ready..

then went to Ehub and catch the movie ^-^

the movie is awesome!!
though i rarely watch action movies..^-^

hmm went home after that cos baby's gonna book in camp :/

so gonna miss him during the week ends again..

Popiah making session ^-^

popiah making session with baby's sister today..^-^

helped out alittle..heh

around afternoon, baby's relative came to eat the popiah & played majong..

haha!! the house is so lively..^-^

love it when there's alot of people in the house ^-^

unlike mine..:( so silent..

&& baby's 2nd aunt keep saying that i'm a good daughter-in-law & i feel so shy..haha

thats all for today..^-^

"i'll always be there"..

i've always wonder if this quote is a good thing or bad..
to me, it've always been a good thing cos i want my friends to know that i'm always here but lateley, as i grew, i feel like i've been used..
used as a substitute and someone who is seen or remembered only when people needed someone to be there for them..
i felt so naive..

i always feel so bad & worthless when i cant be with my friend..
but after i met alicia, i finally knew what a friend in need really means..
its kinda a long story & i'm lazy to type..LOL
so yeap..
thats all ^-^
tata~

group work..

When a guy told me that group meeting is at 11.30am & he does all the work,
i feel like..



Expectation :



Reality :



so yeap..had group meeting today..
hmm..didnt really do anything today & was kinda annoyed cos i slept alil late yst due to work and need to wake up for presentation meeting at 11.30am..
i was tired but need to do assignment & group work was never a thing for me, cos i despise how some people is not co-operative and all..
Thus, ended up i did most of the work..
but, this is opposite..cos i did nothing..-_-
anyways, i went for the meeting for nothing..-_-

after that, i went straight to boyfriend's house..
saw baby's sleeping like a log so didnt disturb his beauty sleep..
so chatted with his sister & his sister showed me loads of their family photos & tell me about the places that they've went like Bintan, Krabi etc..

when baby's awake, he dont even know i'm at his house..-_-
silly boy..guess he's really tired..LOL
i kissed him on his cheek when i reached his place & he dont even remember..-_-
haha!! silly~

when baby's not around..

hmm..
its the 9th day that baby's not around..
though i just met him on the 8th of july..
but, i feel like i didnt see him for decades..>_<

miss him loads loads..
whenever he's not around, i just feel so lonely and insecure..
feel like crying..
miss his everything..
all i could do was hug the plushies that he gave me & keep me warm as if he was right beside me..
cant wait for the end of his course..>_<

Dinner :D

Wooo!!! sooo..
had lesson today, feeling so sleepy..haha..
so decided to meet Alicia for dinner after my class since she is free after her class & i missed her too, at the same time, i want to catch up with her..^-^

ate dinner with her & her mom..
her mom was such a nice woman..
chatted with her mom as well..
so nice to talk to her mummy..
she's also such a nice mom..
touched..
LOL!!
hmm..made me miss my mummy..
haha..
anyways, had a fruitful day today :DD

thats all for today..
gotta work tomorrow so have to wake up early..
sooo..
see ya!!! :DD

&& i'm missing baby dearly each & every day <3

i'm finally back to blogging..

yeshhh!! i'm finally back to blogging!!!
life have been hectic lately..
work, school & exam..
finally marketing is done..
next i have to settle is F&B..
hopefully i can clear that as well so that i can graduate by the end of this year & continue my degree by the end of next year..*hopefully* haha

so far, i have been doing perfectly well with my boyfriend & he's definitely a great supporter & encourager to me..^-^
he never fail to make me happy whenever i feel down..

felt really down & unworthy last few weeks..
due to lacking of time being with my friends when they needed me the most..
on the other hand, i'm really really blessed to have a bestest friend named Nicolette..
met her last friday for lunch & we chatted ^-^
i'm glad and thankful that she's always there for me in time of crisis and always the one to remind me about my self worth and i'm an awesome friend..
not forgetting my lovely sister/bestfriend Phan Kiahgek & my bestest buddy who is always there for me to hear me out..

From today onwards, i'll do my best to think positively and be happy ^-^

shall head to bed now..
& i'll do my best to post often..^-^
seeya!!