:((

WARNING !!!! : LONG EMO POST AHEAD..

DONT READ IF U'RE NOT INTERESTED IN RANTINGS OR EMO-NESS..

i just want a simple love..

is that so hard??

i want the whole world to know..

is that so hard??
i want to show ppl that not only you're "good looking", strong, kind but also funny & silly at the same time..

is that sth to be shameful of??

i want a guy to carry my handbag..

is that shameful?? i dont know..

thou i did not receive as much as i give but what i wanted is that so hard to please me or am i that hard to please??

i dont know..or maybe you did pleased me even when u're unwilling just to see me smile or what..

i do not expect anything in return but i just want to show you to ppl..

is that so hard??

everything that i want to do is because i'm proud to have you..

is that so hard??

maybe i just dont get it, maybe i dont understand him enough..:((

hmmmm...

i just hate his pride & ego..

i know everyone needs that but....sigh..

never mind..

EVERYTHING IS SO CONFUSING..

i've never regret but i guess i'm too harsh on me..:((

hmmmm.................again..

enough of this..maybe i shall pin it down deeper in my diary..>_<

felt soooooo useless..-_-

i want to cry..-.-

LOL..

WARNING!!! : SINGLISH AHEAD...

ALL I DO IS COS I LOVE HIM WHAT!!!!

is that so embarrassing??? :((

JIAYOUS ROLINDA!!!! :))))

SMILES & BE HAPPY!!

MUST BE CONTENTED & THANKFUL THAT U'RE FAT & THERE'S SOMEONE WHO LOVES YOU!!!

STOP COMPLAINING ALR & DO WHAT HE HOPED!!

GIVE HIM UR BEST!!!

but its so hard..:((

i want to go thailand..>_<

i misses thailand..>_<

maybe i want to avoid these..-.-

i really dono what to do lah........!!!!!!!!!!!

is like i felt soo happy yst then all crushed today..

why cant i feel happy everyday?????? *arggggh*

stupid me..>_<

feeling so shitty..>_<

sometimes i just feel that i'm not meant for you..

i...really dont know..

everything seems its my bad..*urgh* x/

i'm just not perfect..what to do???

now i seriously envy those "perfect" girls..sighhhh

now i so hate myself..:((

i need to change!!!! i want to change!!!

dont believe!!! i'll prove it to u!!! but still i did not expect it to be coming from you..sigh..

but if wanted sth more den i think i gotta change sth alr..

my partner probably..LOL..

kk..i'm an adult alr..

i think i really really must stop being so childish alr..

i cannot make him embarrassed anymore !!! :(

but..