down with fever..

taken from (mindofa20something)

yessss..
i'm sick again T^T
fever keeps going up & down like a roller coaster..
the last time i was sick is when i have tonsillitis..
but now, fever with no sore throat..just abit of itchy throat & dry cough..
argh! hate it to the max..>_<
went to see the doctor at raffles medical in a shopping mall near baby's home..
but the medicine like did not really work..
& i had fever for like 3 days so i decided to go to the hospital to see the doctor..
as usual, my worst fear has repeat its history..>_<
needles, drips, blood test..
ARGHHHHH!!! >_<
but thank God that this time, the poking parts did not swell or bruise..^-^
and also i'm on only 2 bags of drips not 5..>_<
&& also its just a normal fever..-_-
arghhhh!!! i want to get well soon!!!

Girls Night~

Samantha came to my house for a sleepover today!!

Rented a DVD to watch..

& its horror..haha!

cos i love to scare her whenever she sleepover at my place.^-^

hahaha!! super funny..

soo, she brought along her soju which is a korea liquor that she didnt finish with xiaosi..

had subway for dinner then beer for the night along with coke as the mixer for samantha's soju ^-^

watched "the house next door" and "undercover girl"..

obviously "undercover girl" is the best movie of the night! wooo!!

then lights out but we're not tired so we chatted while lying on the bed till we fell asleep..

sigh..how i wish i had a real blood sister..

so i wont be so lonely..:/

anyways..next morning, i forgot what we had for our brunch..

after brunch, we did our nails, listen to some music online, cam-whoring..

haha!! those girly stuffs..

time always flies when you're happy..

so yeap..

here are some photos we had..haha

Y.O.U~

HAPPY 11th MONTHSARY!!! :D

"Just when I thought that love could never be a part of me, that's when you came along and showed me happiness!"

Presentation~

( taken from : depths-in-me ) 

AHHHH!! having a presentation today >_<

& seriously i hate presentation..

cos presentation means, having to talk in front of the class..T-T

yes, i got phobia of public speaking and i think no matter how many times i attend public speaking workshop, it'll not work on me..i guess..>_<

cos i'm really scared..:/ bleahx..

but still, HANG ON THERE ROLLIE!! JIAYOU! :D

ME & YOU, against the world~

HELLO WORLD!!

It's Valentines Day!! :DD
And yesssh!! Its baby's & me very 1st valentines day..:D
hmmm...
valentines day was on a weekday so baby was stuck in camp soooo, did not go anywhere..
Just work..heh
after work, went home & decided to bake a cookie for baby..
but instead of the normal heart shape sugar cookie, i baked a cookie called "ice box cookie"..
i'll upload the photo later ^-^
besides cookie, i'll be making a card for baby too ^-^ hope he likes it..heh
Since baby is in camp, we'll have our valentines day on sat which is on the 16th of Feb and also our 11th monthsary ^-^
i cannot wait!! :DD

the cookie! :D

cookie & the card.."jar of hearts"

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR~

Day 1..
Went to my house for visit to bai nian my dad with baby & his nephew.. ^^
As usual, my ahyi & niece arrived first..
then my shu shu & his family then my gu gu's family..
Every year, only shu shu & gu gu will do the house visit while the other 2nd & 3rd day is spent at home..
but now, i will do house visit with baby to his family & relatives^-^
soooo eggcited! this also means that i will have 3x the angbaos that i usually have..teehee~

 Day 2..
2nd day of Chinese New Year, baby's family & me went to the temple to pray..
then baby's relatives will come over to his house to eat ^-^
while baby & i went to Changi Airport for a "date"..hahaha!!
had our late lunch/dinner in a Japanese restaurant..
the food was nice plus the salad..wow!!
super fresh!! & its free flow..^-^
when night comes, we decided to go clubbing..
hahaha!! such a random decision lol!! cos baby's friends called & invited us to go..
soooo..we went to this club called "Playhouse" at Clark Quay..
gosh..it was totally different from what i've imagined..
kind of disappointed thou..LOL!
anyways..everything was ok until later in the night, i felt super sick >_<
guess i was drunk or something..-_- arghh!
baby went to the mac to buy supper while i sat at a place to wait for baby to get the food..
then off to wait for cab..
i was so sick until i couldnt go any further so i sat on a side wall while baby get the cab..
then no long, we're finally at home..
ate our prosperity burger & twister fries before going to bed..hees~
sinful but..its okay..LOL
overall..day was spent well ^-^

Day 3..
Chinese New Year day 3 was just house visiting to baby's close friend house..
took a photo with baby's friend's niece..
She's also our God daughter..hees ^-^
Yesss!! It's a Girl!! haha..
She have loads of hair uh..hahaha!!

Baby Janessa & me ^-^

Us with god daughter ^-^

The total angbaos i got for the 3 days~ 0.0

Happy Chinese New Year Eve ^-^

it's chinese new year eve today..so boyf & i are not going to sleep till morning~
cos we're going to "shou ye"..
i dont really know how to exactly explain it thou but its something like the longer you're awake, the longer the parents can live.
it's a saying.
its my first time hearing & doing this so it sounds kinda interesting ^-^
 

Sooo, stayed up the whole night with boyf by my side~
This is what I called, simple love ^-^ hees~

So yeap!! I can't wait for house visiting with boyf tmr! ^-^

Drink Drank Drunk~

taken from ( sittingonrainbows )

Woo~
Its Friday night again!
Soooooo~ decided to go clubbing with baby & his friends..
at first he kind of hesitating to bring me along or not cos if i didn't go with him, he'll get nagged by his mum, sis & his dad..yea~ feel kind of sad for boyf though..cos his family are siding me.LOL~
but still, am very grateful for them ^-^
sooooo, went to Zirca..
& let the party started! :3

lost.

I don't know what to do or how to feel..
i feel so lost, so unsure of myself..
i don't know if i can do this..
i can't breathe..
i feel like everything's choking me..
i'm lonely, i just want to be with baby & no one else.
i..really don't know what to do..

i finally got a job. i'm happy because i finally can learn something new & also have some allowance for myself and at the same time depressed because i feel like the lady boss does not know what i am thinking or what i'm trying to communicate to her.

i really don't know if i can do this. i feel so scared, so helpless, so..clueless.
sometimes, life's just too hard to breathe.
i don't know i can hold for how long.
and about the lady boss, i don't really get what she really wants me to do.
this feeling, sucks~
& it's very depressing.

my mind have been going through alot..
yea..i'm not going through alot of things but my mind.
even when it's time to sleep/rest, my mind just can't stop working & thinking & planning..
i can't go to sleep..& it's making me terrible but i don't know what to do.

i tried to force myself not to think but i just can't.
the only way to make me sleep in by playing the music on my iphone but i don't want to depend on that.

anyways, JIAYOU ROLINDA!!! >_<
feeling super nervous & excited for tomorrow's first day at work..
ahhh!! mixed feelings..>_<

During the Weekend~

Didn't go anywhere special this weekend as we've been to the club already on friday~
so on Saturday, before heading to baby's house, we decided to go for a movie marathon..haha
we watched "Ah Boys to Men 2" & "A Haunted House"..
As usual, ah boys to men 2 is as AWESOME as the part 1 while a haunted house was ok only..
its funny in the first part but kinda bored behind..almost fell asleep..:/
but still, overall was okay~

On Sunday, we stayed at home doing nothing~
Just enjoying each other's presence..^-^
Doing something simple like watching tv together or napping beside him is a bliss..
Oh and also, helping his sister to look after his baby niece..
haha!! took some photos & these are my favourite ^-^❤

awww~

boyfriend's niece is such a cutiepie~

HAHA!

3 of US! ❤

Whenever i'm with him or his family, i really feel thankful for accepting me & loving me..
Feel really blessed..

“When we lose one blessing, another is often most unexpectedly given in its place.” 
― C.S. Lewis

The bell on every 1st of the month~

Every 1st of the month, the church bell will ring exactly at 12 noon.
This bell reminds me that it's a new month, let go of the past, move & strive forward.
Be a better Rolinda every month! ^-^ hees~

Speaking about February, this year is gonna be so different cos i'm going to house visit with boyf!!! yayyyness!! :D
Can't wait for Chinese New Year & Valentine's Day..
This is my first Valentine's Day spending with boyf..
haha!!

Most importantly, our 1st Anniversary ^-^
So looking forward to it. ^-^
Wooo~

& YES! it's friday! FRIDAY! ^-^

TGIF~ haha

this week passed super fast, i can say & that's a good thing as i missed my boyfriend so so much~

when he's in army, i feel like i didn't see him for a year~ T~T

anyways, went clubbing as said with le girls~ hees ^-^

haven't been going to clubs for like few months i guess..

cos i'm broke..-_-

since it's alicia's birthday, i shall go ^-^

waiting for baby to come ^0^

Dinnie & me! ^_^

Alicia & me! :3

US! At the club~

The Girls~

Boyfriend & ME!!! When we 1st met & NOW! ^-^ ♥