The Perfect Ring.

(Photo taken from google)

After boyfriend proposed to me yesterday, we're going ring shopping today~
cos i wanted to have a ring that is mine.

Not that I don't love the one he used to propose to me but it's his sister bought it for him to use it to propose to me. What I want is from what he chose himself. I'm not getting married to his sister right? So yea~ You can say that I'm picky or whatever. I want something that belongs to us. But of course, I'll still wear the one that his sister bought as jewelry cos it's the thought that counts right :)

So, we went to hunt for that perfect ring :) I'm so so happy & eggcited!

So many rings to choose from. I don't know which to choose!?! >_< 

Ok, so usually, it's suppose to be the guy to buy & choose the engagement ring for the lady. But~ me, I'm buying & choosing the engagement with my boyfriend~ haha!! This is my first time getting engaged sooooo I'm in a difficult position to choose a ring. Lol~ Every single ring looks similar to me. Just that the price are different. Heh~

The jewelry store is not so big & not so small. My boyfriend & I walked & looked around in the store for like 2 hours as if the store is humongous. Hahaha!! Cos all the rings are too beautiful to choose from. I was torn between the amount of blings, my dream ring, & the price. Pffft~ so many desicion to make but I try not to make the wrong one which I'm afraid I might regret. Lol.

Finally, this pretty & simple ring caught my eye.


It is called a Gem in one ring..The diamond of the ring is in the middle & my ring resembles a flower. Which also reminds me that my boyfriend proposed on me on Valentine's Day..haha~

After walking in the shop for few hours, i finally got my engagement ring ^-^

Can't wait to wear it on my finger ^-^ 

What does your dream ring looks like? :)

Xoxo~

He asked..I said YES! ^-^

Still remember I just posted a post about engagement? Yea boyfriend actually proposed to me. & of course, I said YES! Haha~ hmmm. It was kind of silent proposal thou. Not what I expected but I'm elated :) hees~ I've been wanting to find someone who would want to spend the rest of his life with me & he's here :') 

& yea~ a slient proposal but "romantic". Why I said romantic cos he proposed on Valentines Day which is today. :') To me it was romantic luh cos I never expect he would propose to me this fast. Haha!! He told me before that he would propose to me either this year or next year. So I didn't really put it to heart. & yea~ it's coming & I still can't believe that it's happening to me. Haha! 

Enough with talking nonsense. Haha anyways, Valentines Day is on Friday so we went to work as usual but boyfriend insisted to have fine dining at a hotel. So, he reserved a place at forest restaurant which is under Equarius hotel. I rejected at first because it's just another day & I suggested to have dinner at Sushi Tei (my favourite Japanese Restaurant ) instead. But boyfriend just want to have a dinner there. & he's a guy so he get to make the choice. Haha~ 

After work, boyfriend came to my workplace & fetch me. While on the car, I changed into my black wedges & blazer to go with the dress code. When we're settled at our table, boyfriend excused himself to the toilet & I continued to play on my phone. 

Greeted with a stalk of beautiful red rose~ ^-^

We ordered our food, have our dinner & chat our days at work like nothing have happened. Everything is so perfect. I wish we could do this often but it's too costly luh. Haha~ I still prefer dining in a not so expensive way..as long as it's with him ^-^ haha.

our appetizer :) (Left: Vietnamese prawn roll, Wasabi prawn)

Boo's main course: Pumpkin rice with braise pork

My main course: Fried Vermicelli with roasted duck 

Overall, the food is delicious! :) It MUST be delicious right~ hahaha!

After all our food have been served, suddenly boyfriend flipped his big plate & I saw this, 

Then of course I was shocked & dumbfounded. I don't know what to say. & I swear I almost cry. Haha!! Luckily I didn't. This is so unexpected. Until now, i still can't believe i'm engaged. Or i can say, a guy actually wants to be with me..:') 

i want to be your only princess~

movie time! :D

his hugs are the bestest thing in the whole wide world~

#OOTD~

Still feeling so overwhelmed by everything today~ Happy, excited, nervous etc..but i'm thankful for every single good things in my life ^-^

Last but not least, 

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY EVERYONE~

My Remedy.

Lately, I have been obsessed with English tv series. Yeap! English! Haha~ I've always watch Taiwanese Drama but not English so it's kinda something new. & I'm amazed that I loved it till I'm hooked now. All thanks to my bestie. Haha~

I bet most of you have heard, it's Pretty Little Liars & The Carrie Diaries. For those who haven't. Now you know ^-^ haha~ 

First of all, The Carrie Diaries. This tv series is also kinda addictive cos it's abt school, romance, city & dreams. 

When I first started watching this, I cried at the very first part where Carrie's mother died due to cancer~ lol. It just brings back all those sad moments I had. Sigh~ 

Anyways, this story is basically about a teenage girl, Carrie Bradshaw. Who is 16 years old & dreamed of becoming a famous writer. When she's having an internship at a law firm recommended by her dad at New York, she met this lady named Larissa who is a manager of Interview Magazine. Carrie knew that her dream is getting close & that's where her adventure begins. 

This series only has 2 seasons so it's quite fast actually cos there's only 13 episodes each. 

Next, it's Pretty Little Liars!! Omgggg yess~ it's creepy, confusing yet exciting & sometimes funny. Haha~ 

This story is about 5 friends Alison, Aria, Hanna, Spencer & Emily. One night, Alison went missing. Then one of the day, she was found, but dead. The remaining friends want to find out who killed Alison. But, they started to receive a random text who wanted to expose their secrets from an anonymous named "A". 

Season 4 is ending soon & I can't wait for season 5 to be released! Omoooo~ so excited!! 

Engagement~ ^-^

Photo taken from weheartit

Happy, excited, sad, too rush or too early?

Is getting engaged at the age of 23 early? Many people have wondered. Some is positive while some are negative. To me, as long as you & your partner are ready & your partner have declared that you are his "one". Why not? :) Unless he didn't proposed luh. 

The Proposal.

You can say that I'm a traditional person. Yes, a romantic proposal WITH a diamond ring that's what people called engagement ring is super Super important to me. You can call me old fashion, materialistic whatever. I mean, how can a lady say yes without a proposal AND a ring. To me, it's simply just giving yourself away. No offense but it's like I'm worth nothing. I can cut down on my dress & stuff but that, ring. Have to be costly. Cos it'll be with you the rest of your remaining life. 

Soleminazation aka The status.

I believed some devoted males or females want a status. Who doesn't? Some dated for some years but still no status. Like your partner still hangs out at a night club or some bar with their friends but not spending time with you. Or his circle of friends still doesn't know you even exists. I don't mean that your partner has to spend time with you all the time but he have to know what are his pirioties. It's ok to meet once or twice in a week unless you're a freak who doesn't allow your partner to hang out with their brothers or bffs. Remember, you have to make yourself known. So desperate bitches can scram.

The wedding dinner.

When the person announced "You're both now, husband & wife!" Then next is the wedding dinner. That is something that every newly wed is most afraid of I guess. Especially it's gonna happen on me. Soon. Argh~ because..having 1 table is already very costly plus boyfriend side have a super BIG family. Humongous I can say. Lol~ whatever. His dad has 12 siblings including his dad. Is like *jaw drops* whuuuuuat!?! Haha..I've never met anyone who has such a huge family before. So, my boyfriend is the first. Lol~ So, if I wanna hold a wedding dinner, I have to work 10x harder & I have to give up shopping as well.

Well, if you know me enough, I'm a shopaholic. I admit that shopping makes me happy, shopping is my escape & shopping is my remedy. Especially when I have awesome buys. Like clothings or shoes that could make me feel pretty. Haha! That rush~ is so awesome! It makes you look good, feel good & it also boost my self-esteem. ^-^

A home.

After everything have calmed. & you start to have some savings. It's time to source for a house of your own. Once you're married, you should have your own house. Remembering when I was a kid, I used to dream about my own home. Like what kind of house it should looked, how many rooms my house have, how I'm gonna decorate my house that looked like a home to me etc..

Seriously speaking, having a home in Singapore here is freaking expensive. It's like your home, nahh, it's not gonna happen. The only thing it'll happen is, your home is gonna be small, 2 rooms that looked like a box & the price is gonna be like $100,000,000,000. Not trying to be exaggerating here but that's what I see. *sighpie*

Anyway, I believed that I'll have my dream home someday! All I'll need is to work 100x harder! Whoosh! 

Bonus.

Yes. Last but not least, what I call "bonus" is when your boyfriend's family supports, loves, understands & are reasonable towards everything. "Everything have reasons" right? I know some of the family out there are quite scary >_< I met some that I feel that are nice but not so accepting or something due to some reasons i don't know..But thank God that mine is AWESOME & they always support me as if like I'm their child. I feel so so blessed & I can never ask for more. 

Wedding is a once in a lifetime thing so make it or regret it. It's your life. :) I can't wait for mine thou~ hahaha!! Patience is the key ^-^

Technology.

It's the 21st century now. Every single person living on earth is depending on technology. Also, technology is getting more & more advance as years goes by.

I admit that 90% of the time, I rely on my phone. I'm on my phone most of the day. I know it's super bad for me. But I can't live without my phone. 

My phone is my work, my entertainment, my memories, my reminder, my schedule, my GPS etc.. So without my phone, is equal to half of me is gone or I can say, I'll feel lost. pffft.

This morning, my phone decided to shut down on me. I quickly ran to charge it & try to on it, but it didnt wake up at all..T-T 

I went into panic mode. I was so frustrated & annoyed & also I was in my financial cris and this happen. Because I knew I cannot afford another new phone & all my photos is going to be gone. Like forever if it can't be retrieved back. Argh >_< 

So I quickly went down to Singtel HQ which is at somerset to get my phone fixed. Took a number a waited for my turn. Finally, it was my turn & to my surprise, my phone have been revived!!! Omoooo~ such a relieve. In summary, my phone blacked out is because my software crashed. Phew~ no need to get new phone or loss of photos~ ^-^ I was so so happy when I heard that all I need to do is to go home & re-format my phone that's all. Wheee~ I'm so so glad. & of course not forgetting my "driver" of the day. Hees~ I feel kinda bad for boyfriend thou cos I think we need to attend to his family function or something but he insist to accompany me to do my phone. :') really touched.

People judge.

Well, when you start to go out to society, people judge you base on how they see, feel, think about you. When you start to meet new people & get out of your comfort zone. People starts judging you. People say something that is not true about you or some try to bring you down by judging you. Sad, but truth. Sigh~ 

Some people can be so fake that they ask you to "be yourself" but they judge you. If you have these kind of friends, leave them because they're not the one for you. But, I do believe that there are handful of faithful friends out there who is there no matter what you are or what you became :) That's true friend. 

Sometimes, I just wish that I could run away. Go to places where no one would judge you. Some place where people accepts for who you are & if you're wrong, they teach & help. 

It is quite frustrating that I, myself know that people judge but I'll somehow get affected by what people say. Sometimes, I get over it quickly but sometimes, it just stays in my heart. I hate it but once something goes in, it just stays as a reminder to me. Which I find it not so good because it'll just pop out from no where & could stop me from "being myself" I can say. 

I'm a soft hearted person, & I take things seriously. So I take what people say seriously especially from those people I love & respect. I'm not trying to brag about how good I am or what. What they say would affect me deeply & that would prevent me from moving forward. & also it would makes me feel worthless but actually, I'm not. Sighpie~ 

Anyways, i will learn to be stronger & really be "me". I guess. I don't even know who am I. But, I will someday! :) HWAITING Rollie!! :D

Ok, i think I shall just end here. For those who think you are worthless, you're NOT!  Believe in yourself & be positive! :) Trust me, great things are coming to you :)

Live your life to the fullest, be happy & regret nothing! :D

Only you can bring yourself down, no one can. To be happy or not, it's your choice. 

"People judge. So, whatever~" ^-^

Does branded goods really matters?

Had our usual random talk with my colleagues during our lunch break. Suddenly, we talked about owning a branded goods. 

To me, having a branded good is never on my mind. I mean, what is the purpose of having such an expensive bag or wallet where you only get to use it for few times & it starts to wear & tear.

The most "expensive" brand I ever got for myself is a Charles & Keith wallet. Ok, I know you're probably laughing now but to me, Charles & Keith is branded ok.! Heh~ Ok ok. I think I shouldn't embarrass myself. Lol~ so yea. 

Then one of my colleague told me that "you can't possibly still carry a random handbag when you're at the age of 30 right?" This strikes me. She's kinda right. At least you have to own 1 branded stuff when you're older & of course only if you can afford it. So it kind of makes sense thou. Something that I never thought of actually. Heh~ in the society, first impression is very important.

I'm actually quite happy thou~ like when I'm working in a different environment, I get to meet many new people & I get to listen to their opinion, I actually get to learn something that i don't know. :) I'm really grateful for the experiences I have in life. :) 

So, I'm gonna save up & buy a branded wallet or handbag to pamper myself :) because I deserve it. Hahahaha!