samantha is here..:D

meeting samantha in the noon for lunch at wcp..

then headed to sheng siong to buy some snacks while watching the movie..:D

watched a thai movie called "suckseed"..

time really flies when we're having fun..

after that went to clementi mall walk walk..

chatted..

then send her off to wait for her bus..:))

finally a proper date..:D

finally manage to go out with dearest..

felt super happy can..^-^

meet boyfriend at orchard..

went to far east for his haircut..

after that went to have our early dinner at ayam phyet or sth..forgot how to spell that..

nice fried chicken plus very shiok chilli..:D

yums yums!!!! ^0^

then dearest treat me the "roadside" ice cream..:D

have sudden craving for that..:D hees..

happy girl..

headed to 313 somerset to see if my shoes have any sales..but sadly the price is still the same..>_<

walked to Plaza Singapura..

hang ard there..

then home sweet home..:D

felt so happy when i'm with dearest..

& i'm really blessed to have him loving me so much..:D

& of course!!! i LOVE him too lots & lots of love..♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

*hees*

forever not good enough..:/

working today again..

felt tat i've neglected my boyfriend..>_<

work is ok until at night..

hmm..

got said by that chef again..is like wtf lah!!

why me!!!

felt super accused again..

i'm just cant get it with the stupid tonkatsu & katsu don..fuck man!!

humans make mistakes right!!

& i did ask the customer that he wants only the cutlet only & he said yes..

wtf!! say chicken katsu don also cannot izzit!!!

cant blame the customers anyways..

they're always right..:/

ordered wrongly & i knew the stupid chef is going to make a fuss out of it..

felt so super pissed..

at myself also..

i feel like crying man..

he told the female supervisor to tell me tat the kitchen crew is very pissed abt it & want me to pay the food out of my own pocket..

wtf!! is like i go is to fucking work & EARN money..NOT spend the fucking money..

if really like tat, i rather dont work then spend my money just for one fucking mistake i did..

is like i'm so stupid lah!!

wtf..

i just cant get things right!!!

super feel like punching myself..

plus i super hate cheenas!!!

i'm short so what!!

do u think i want to be short!!!

u cheenas just fucking dont know how hurtful it is..dumb ass..

u arent tall as well..

so u fucking shut up & just do ur damn work..

this time i had enough..

i'm not bloody talking to anyone..

gonna shut myself up..

am only talking to those who helped me ONLY..

hmmm..

wipe away ur tears & smile..everything will be fine..:) i swear..

JIAYOUS ROLINDA!!!!

how i wish i can just go to bed & wakes up finding tat i'm tall, fair, slim, zits free & pretty the next morning..

i'm forever never going to be good enough..x/

cried again..:'(

feeling lonely again..

hugged my pooh to sleep..

cant stop thinking..T^T

but suddenly received a morning text from boyfriend..

alil of me smiled inside..^-^

dance as usual..

had dance lesson..:D

weet weet..:D

but after that not meeting dearie as he went for the IT training..

so yeap..after dance went to the wanton noodle shop for dessert as i'm not hungry..

kind of loss of appetite..maybe due to my period..-_- *argh*

yeap..after that alicia & mei stop by to buy nail polish..

was holding the temptation..

haha..

saving $$..-_-

*hmmm*

plus i dont always get the chance to polish my nails..

cos of work..sigh...

anyways, its okay..;))

cos it can help me save money too..haha..^-^

work with dearie..:D

so happy that i'm working with dearest for the very first time..:D

working with boyfriend is sth that i can ever dream of..:B

hees..

after work, we hanged ard raffles place..

chit chat, played, laughed, hugged..:D

i love my boyfriend loads!! ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

cried T^T

cried today..

didnt really text bf much lately..

felt super emo..

felt like he's drifting away..

felt like he's not caring..

hmm..

am so lonely..

so lonely until i felt like sometimes, at a moment, i even can forget tat i alr got a bf..

if i dont wear his shirt or look at my wallpaper, i'll thought tat it was only just a dream..

i'm so silly right..hmm

i felt insecure..x/

everything is just running wild inside of my head..

i cant help it but tears just keep flowing down whenever i try not to think..