Movie week~

yeap! went to the movies today again..
haha!!
today we watched The Croods..
the movie was AWESOME!!!
during the movie, i cried at some part..
cos it was too touching..
kinda related to me & dad..hmm
we loved one another but just dont know how to show it to one another..

so, the movie is about this family of 6..they are the only caveman family who survived the wild creatures & all..then one day, the daughter met this guy & their adventure started..:D
the movie is funny & touching..haha
oh! & i loved that small animal that holds the pants up for the guy..LOL!!!
the way the animal said "da-da-daaa~" in the movie is damn cute..
this is the trailer of the movie, you'll know what i meant about the "da-da-daaa~" hahaha!!

Happy weekend!

had an awesome Friday yesterday..

so today, we're suppose to go for the self photo shoot session & we missed ours cos we have to transport baby's sister to simei..-_-

which is super far from where we're heading to..

was super pissed at first cos we're always late for something..

but oh well..
i've postponed it to next Saturday as i find it useless to rush there & left only half an hour session where i've booked a 1 hour session..
so yeap! we decided to go to the movie instead ^-^

Initially we wanted to watch G.I Joe but the movie was not out yet..
So we went to watch a horror movie called V/H/S..
I can say that this is the worst horror movie I've ever watched..
Cos throughout the movie, it's like recorded movie so the quality is not really good & the motion was not really still..it makes me wanna puke..too giddy~

Then after movie, baby & i went straight home..
cannot wait for next week!! ^-^
so gonna be on time for the shoot! haha~
&& we took loads of instax!!
happy happy :D

He's my man~

Super proud of baby as he is graduating from specialist course today..^-^
I'm always very proud of him..
his training are tough, he's becoming darker & darker, and normally, his training last for long hours..
these made me feel heart wrenching but i know that he's trained, train to protect the country, train to be fit & strong..^-^
so, let the post be short, below are the photos that i took..

preparing to go to pasir lebar camp for the graduation~

Baby's mummy & me ^-^

baby's parents & me! ^-^

the parade square~

It's starting!! :D

Can you see the handsome man~ ^-^ teehee..*screams*

baby's daddy putting on the "badge" for him..
i don't know what it is called thou~

Officially 3rd sergeant loh! haha~ 

My proudest man ♥ 

Us + mummy! ♥

baby's family photo~ ♥

2nd part of the ceremony.. 

Graduate loh!! haha~

my man drink water also sho kawaii!!
hees~ ♥

random shot..haha~

So, yeap..thats all for today ^-^

Next is my brother's Passing Out Parade..^-^

i can't wait!! Another proud man ^-^ teehee~

“Every day may not be good, but there’s something good in every day” - Unknown

feeling a little down today..
i don't know why..
i just feel like i'm not close to my dad anymore..
erm..we're not close..as in we don't really talk much now..
he uses sms to communicate with me..
like seriously..
i'm kinda sad..but oh well..
i'm glad that my dad still worries about me & still gives me pocket money when i'm going to baby's place..
appreciate that alot..
i love my dad & i know he does too..just that we might not know how to show to out..i guess..
hmm..
i need to be more patience i guess >_<
argh!
i need to change cos i dont want to make the same mistake again..
i dont want to regret..>_<

Sometimes i just wish i was better~

taken from (forallthosewhobelieve)

Sometimes i hate myself because i keep envying other people..
Sometimes i hate myself for being so lazy >_<
Whenever i sees people working towards their dreams, i felt that i'm so useless..
I've got no money, no sponsor..
& i can't do anything much..:/
i know i shouldn't whine and rant about it but i just can't help it..:/
i know it's annoying but i can't help it either..

I'm 22 already and i've never achieved anything yet.
I feel so sad for myself..
and of course embarrassed..>_<

People is only 18 and they've got their driving licence, they've graduated, they're doing business etc..
but when i look at myself in the mirror, that's when i feel so pathetic about myself.
i just don't know what to feel..>_<
humph..
i'm mad at myself, i'm feeling sad for myself..
i just don't know..hmm..

i know i shouldn't be sitting around here & rant & feel sad but to think & start working..
but what can i do? argh..yea i hate this..-_-

everytime i would encourage myself & tell myself that "i can do it" but can i really do it?
i hate myself for feeling so insecure about myself, about what i can do, about my body, about my appearance, about my everything >_< sigh.
i just don't know but yea..we'll see..
thou i'm a little late/old, but i'm taking baby steps towards my dream..
slow and steady win the race right?
i know i can & i somehow will get there..^-^
so..加油 Rolinda! :/

A Date~

Since yesterday boyfriend couldnt be with me on our 1st year..

so he brought me out today ^-^

we went to town..

basically does nothing cos there's nothing much to do in town except for shopping which i have no money & its devastating >_<

went to have lunch at Aston then head to orchard central to look for a dress that i've been eyeing for but i cant find it anywhere..>_<

so i guess i have to buy it online cos its from a blogshop..:/

not gonna buy it now thou cos to me, its expensive now..

as i'm broke..T^T *pui*  

thou i got the urge to shop, but i'm glad that i can control myself from buying anything ^-^ muahahaha!!!

then boyfee & i walk to scape & just loiter around there before getting a drink at Artese..

then head back to the car to barks cafe for chocolate cake!!! teehee

like, finally i can eat that cos i've been sick for the past few weeks >_<

so..yay!! cravings satisfied! ^-^

hees~ i'm a happy girl!! ^-^

that's all for today!

thou it's a short day spent with boyfee, i'm happy ^-^

this week is so gonna be an eggciting week!! 

Friday ; Baby's graduation parade..i'm so gonna be proud of him!! ^-^

Saturday ; doing the "mini surprise" that i've planned for our 1 year ^-^

i.can.not.wait!!! :D
next week gonna be fun fun & fun week!! teehee~ 

wooooo~

Finally, a date..^-^

Baby's niece..hahaha!!

Baby playing with le baby~

i never knew you would fall in love with an ordinary girl like me❤

I'm kinda sad & mad as baby has morning & night shooting so he have to go to Kranji camp..

He went out since 6am & got back at 3.45am the next day..

I hoped that he'll be home latest by 11pm but i was wrong..humph!

I dont blame him as this was his army thing..

but its ok..

we can celebrate other day as well right ^-^

haha~ 

Sooo..when baby got home, i fell asleep while waiting for him..-_-

silly me to be falling asleep..argh!

while i was fast asleep, boyfriend suddenly came in the room with something bright in his hand..

i was kinda shocked at first cos i thought he was some pervert or something that budge into the room suddenly..

so i took quite awhile to recognize him..-_- LOL!

He laughed awhile seeing me in a stunned face..then i quickly gave him a BIG hug..cos i missed him so..^-^

yup yup..so our very 1st anniversary was ruined by his army stuff..

but..its ok ^-^

cos we can celebrate another day as well..haha..

said that before..

but yea..at least something to comfort myself ^-^ LOL

Anyways, i've postponed the "mini surprise" that i planned for boyfriend to next Saturday & i'm so looking forward to it!! teehee~

i cant wait!!

i believe we're so gonna enjoy our time there!! HAHAHAHA!! YAY-NESS!!  

Thou 1 year doesnt count as long..

but it's just the beginning..

the beginning of our relationship..

& i believe there's more to come!! 

I can't wait!! ❤

The light that made my love for him, shine~ ❤