5 more days!!!! :DD

『我』很珍惜這个缘份
『好』喜欢待在你身边

『爱』你的一切

『你』要記得，不管怎样，你有我

我爱你！！！ 亲爱的 Khoo Shijie！！ hees <3<3

HAPPY 1ST MONTH!!! ♥♥

it's our 1st!!! :DD


HAPPY 1ST MONTH BABY!!!
i wanna say that thou i'm not physically there..
but i'm always mentally there for you wherever you are..:))
i'm not perfect, i dont have a perfect figure, i dont have a flawless skin, i dont have a pretty face but i'll be some one amazing as i grow..no matter if we're still together or not..
i'll love you like no other girls would and you're always on my mind..^-^
though it's only the first..
i know many more years will come and i cant wait to create more & more memories with you already ^-^ haha!!


I LOVE YOU!!! KHOO SHIJIE!!!! :PPPP

HAPPY SONGKRAN!! :DD

its wan songkran..:DD
though its fun but bored without baby around..
how i wish he's here..
and i feel bad that our 1st month i wont be there with him..
hmm..will celebrate our belated monthsary..haha


and this time round, this thailand trip made me feel like i need baby & baby needed me as much as i do..like we're inseparatable..we need each other..hmm :')


misses baby alot and so does he..>_<
though its only the 1st month, i believed that we'll be celebrating our 1st year..hopefully..hmm..
this time, this guy..i really not gonna let go of him..
but still, his feelings is up to his to decide..


Still, i'd embrace and cherish the moments that we had and this present of mine with him..:DD
i dont care if there's other girls out there who have a crush on him or what, too bad..cos
HE'S MINE!! :DDD HAHAHA!!

i'm so happy that i wanna..

this song says it all <3





We make our paths ,We're independent .
We dump our boyfriends.
And we do our hair anyway we would like .
We figure out , that we are attractive .


And we look around ,And now we loved to live the single life .
And then we tell ourselves well never fall in love again .
But then he comes around and suddenly we understand ,
That we have never really been in love before.


And suddenly I know what all the love songs that they write are all about ,
And suddenly I dont care if its right or wrong as long as hes around ,
And suddenly the things that used to sound clishe are perfectly right in your eyes .
Perfectly right with this guy .


I know its wierd ,But we are connected .
And in some strange and crazy way I think ,
That we have always been .


And now he's here , And he says he loves me .
And it feels so right ,And In fact it feels so good that I can't sleep at night .


But I just told myself I will not fall in love again .
But he just came around and then he made me understand ,
That I have never really been in love before.


And suddenly I know what all the love songs that they write are all about ,
And suddenly I dont care if its right or wrong as long as hes around ,
And suddenly the things that used to sound clishe are perfectly right in my eyes .
Perfectly right when hes here .


And yes ,I know you might get impatient .
But look around , He might be walking right in front of you .


And if he touches you and you feel your skin is burning .
Kisses you and you feel your stomach turning ,
Hes the one ,He is the one .


And suddenly I know what all the love songs that they write are all about ,
And suddenly I don't care if its right or wrong as long as your baby's around ,
And suddenly the things that used to sound clishe are perfectly right in your ears .
Perfectly right when hes there .
Perfectly right when hes there .
Perfectly right with this guy.

yup yup!! i'm sooo happy that i wanna scream "我恋爱了了" !!!!
hahaha!! i know its lame but i feel awesome..^-^
this feeling...i've never felt before..
is like i DO used to feel happy when i'm in the previous relationship but this feeling now, i cant describe it..
is like i've never feel so loved before..
and never feel so happy before..like really happy..
i dont know if this is happiness? LOL..
but at the same time..i'm feeling very insecure as always..
cos my happiness is always temporarily..sighh..


but but..i'll never give up no matter how scared i am..
just that the person that i rely on is different..
hmm..
anyways, i really love this guy ^0^
and my buddy and my friend is very happy for me and i feel very blessed :))
this is my very first time that my friend felt very happy for me..
teehee..

my very first skype with boyfriend ^-^

isn't he cute ^-^ HAHAHAHA!!!!

another new chapter..♡‏

i love my baby <3


hmm..i'm back to blogging..
like finally uh..
found out that i didn't blog for the whole feb..heh


many things have happened as usual..
ups & downs..
busy catching up with friends..
another new relationship..
a better one i guess..
better and happier than the past 2 ones..


after the second one, i've learnt 2 phases..
"If he really loves you, he wouldn't have let you go no matter how hard the situation is." and
"If it's meant to be, it will be."
and i realised that relationship is part and parcel of life..
thou it'll hurt, but life still move on..
yup..thou i'm afraid, but i never gave up..


i've kept this 2 phases in my heart whenever i'm in a relationship..
its not so hurtful as the first as we hardly meet and i was half alive in that relationship cos i knew this day would come.
he's a gentleman, broke up with me in a nice way though..
yes, my heart will break but life still have to move on right?
If we're meant to be, in the end, somehow, someday, we'll still meet.
i used to wait for him like a fool and ignored my buddy & bestie's advise.


but now, i've finally moved on and found someone better.
someone who is willing to be there, who fights to be there, who really puts in the effort to be with me. Though he can't always be there for me because he's serving the country now.
So i can only see him once or twice a week >_<
argh..


now, i can get to look forward to everyday ^-^
forever be remembered..16th march 2012..^-^

MIA..

sorry for MIA..
will start blogging soon!!!
stay tune..^-^