2nd day of 2012..

hmm..
do you all believe in the end of the world this year?
what does it mean by that?
why do people say everybody in the world will die?
what about my future?
i'm so scared..

Hmm..

i hate being paranoid..
i hate being not loved by anyone..
i hate being alone..
i hate being an option..
i hate being a subsitute..
i don't know if i should trust or not..
it's..just so hard..
i just want to be loved and wanted..

2012!!! :DD

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!!! :DD
It's 2012 already..

WOW!!! time really do fly..>_<
& i have many assignments waiting for me to complete..T-T

so..my 2011 SUCKS BIG TIME!!!!
especially October..HATE IT MAN!!!! *gosh*
but..my boy came along and made everything better..

anyways..
i can say that 2011 is over & a lesson learnt. Now, i shall embrace 2012 & look forward to everyday..^-^

gotta set new resolution for 2012 for a better me..

& do you believe in the world's ending in 2012???

New Year Eve!! :DD

dinner with daddy & gu gu's famil at Pan Pacific Hotel..
chua en lai was the MC..^-^ haha!! shuai..:DDD
daddy asked me to take a photo with him but i refuse to..heh.*shy*


dinner is awkward with my biao jie & her sister..-_-
don't really like them cos i don't know..
just maybe i feel inferior whenever i'm with them..
hmm..


anyways..
around 10 plus pm, dad allowed me to join my crazy clique to countdown for the new year at marina barrage..:DDD HAPPY!!! hees

i love my clique!!! :DDD
but we're going our separate ways soon..:(( *sadden*
but we'll sure keep in contact..:DDD haha!!!

Study...

meeting mei today after my class to do some assignments..

like finally i'm starting to do my assignments..*HOLY SHIT*!!!!! >_<

all assignments are due on the second week of new year & the first week of January is my birthday and i have exam the dat after my birthday..i'm in deep shit man >_<

my mei is gonna kill me if she sees this..oops >_< heh..

and procrastination is my WORST habit >_< especially in school work & exams..>_<

i think this shall be my new resolution..heh

i have to change on that man..

went for dinner around 7 plus i guess..

cos gastric is starting to act up..-_-

had pontian noodle for dinner..:DD

then hanged around the mall before we head home..

felt super sleepy while on our way back home..haha

had a great time with mei..^-^

dance dance dance..:DDD

meet mei after class for dance..:DDD
did some recap on the open house steps & yea..we kinda forgot the steps..:(((
but at least we manage to learn a short part of "郭書瑤 - honey" & "Jay Chou - mine mine" dance..:DDD weee!!!!

happy happy..:DDDD
after dance, went to have our dinner at AKB48 restaurant then bused home..:DD
&&& THANKYOU MEI for the BY2 90' 闹 now album!!! :DDDD
shoooo happy!!!!! hees..:DDD
MEI's the BEST!!!

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!! ^-^

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!!!!

suppose to be in Thailand for Christmas and New Year but this year, i'm spending it here, in Singapore..:'((
i missed my granny so bad..>_<

anyways..
went shopping as usual..haha!!!
have been shopping after i broke up with my ex..
but i'm THANKFUL for my ex, because of him, i've changed..A LOT!!
as in the way i dress & my thinking..no more naive rolinda..^-^
yeap..
enjoyed shopping Christmas presents for my family and friends..:DD

how i wish i could see snow..^-^