My Remedy.

Lately, I have been obsessed with English tv series. Yeap! English! Haha~ I've always watch Taiwanese Drama but not English so it's kinda something new. & I'm amazed that I loved it till I'm hooked now. All thanks to my bestie. Haha~

I bet most of you have heard, it's Pretty Little Liars & The Carrie Diaries. For those who haven't. Now you know ^-^ haha~ 

First of all, The Carrie Diaries. This tv series is also kinda addictive cos it's abt school, romance, city & dreams. 

When I first started watching this, I cried at the very first part where Carrie's mother died due to cancer~ lol. It just brings back all those sad moments I had. Sigh~ 

Anyways, this story is basically about a teenage girl, Carrie Bradshaw. Who is 16 years old & dreamed of becoming a famous writer. When she's having an internship at a law firm recommended by her dad at New York, she met this lady named Larissa who is a manager of Interview Magazine. Carrie knew that her dream is getting close & that's where her adventure begins. 

This series only has 2 seasons so it's quite fast actually cos there's only 13 episodes each. 

Next, it's Pretty Little Liars!! Omgggg yess~ it's creepy, confusing yet exciting & sometimes funny. Haha~ 

This story is about 5 friends Alison, Aria, Hanna, Spencer & Emily. One night, Alison went missing. Then one of the day, she was found, but dead. The remaining friends want to find out who killed Alison. But, they started to receive a random text who wanted to expose their secrets from an anonymous named "A". 

Season 4 is ending soon & I can't wait for season 5 to be released! Omoooo~ so excited!! 

Engagement~ ^-^

Photo taken from weheartit

Happy, excited, sad, too rush or too early?

Is getting engaged at the age of 23 early? Many people have wondered. Some is positive while some are negative. To me, as long as you & your partner are ready & your partner have declared that you are his "one". Why not? :) Unless he didn't proposed luh. 

The Proposal.

You can say that I'm a traditional person. Yes, a romantic proposal WITH a diamond ring that's what people called engagement ring is super Super important to me. You can call me old fashion, materialistic whatever. I mean, how can a lady say yes without a proposal AND a ring. To me, it's simply just giving yourself away. No offense but it's like I'm worth nothing. I can cut down on my dress & stuff but that, ring. Have to be costly. Cos it'll be with you the rest of your remaining life. 

Soleminazation aka The status.

I believed some devoted males or females want a status. Who doesn't? Some dated for some years but still no status. Like your partner still hangs out at a night club or some bar with their friends but not spending time with you. Or his circle of friends still doesn't know you even exists. I don't mean that your partner has to spend time with you all the time but he have to know what are his pirioties. It's ok to meet once or twice in a week unless you're a freak who doesn't allow your partner to hang out with their brothers or bffs. Remember, you have to make yourself known. So desperate bitches can scram.

The wedding dinner.

When the person announced "You're both now, husband & wife!" Then next is the wedding dinner. That is something that every newly wed is most afraid of I guess. Especially it's gonna happen on me. Soon. Argh~ because..having 1 table is already very costly plus boyfriend side have a super BIG family. Humongous I can say. Lol~ whatever. His dad has 12 siblings including his dad. Is like *jaw drops* whuuuuuat!?! Haha..I've never met anyone who has such a huge family before. So, my boyfriend is the first. Lol~ So, if I wanna hold a wedding dinner, I have to work 10x harder & I have to give up shopping as well.

Well, if you know me enough, I'm a shopaholic. I admit that shopping makes me happy, shopping is my escape & shopping is my remedy. Especially when I have awesome buys. Like clothings or shoes that could make me feel pretty. Haha! That rush~ is so awesome! It makes you look good, feel good & it also boost my self-esteem. ^-^

A home.

After everything have calmed. & you start to have some savings. It's time to source for a house of your own. Once you're married, you should have your own house. Remembering when I was a kid, I used to dream about my own home. Like what kind of house it should looked, how many rooms my house have, how I'm gonna decorate my house that looked like a home to me etc..

Seriously speaking, having a home in Singapore here is freaking expensive. It's like your home, nahh, it's not gonna happen. The only thing it'll happen is, your home is gonna be small, 2 rooms that looked like a box & the price is gonna be like $100,000,000,000. Not trying to be exaggerating here but that's what I see. *sighpie*

Anyway, I believed that I'll have my dream home someday! All I'll need is to work 100x harder! Whoosh! 

Bonus.

Yes. Last but not least, what I call "bonus" is when your boyfriend's family supports, loves, understands & are reasonable towards everything. "Everything have reasons" right? I know some of the family out there are quite scary >_< I met some that I feel that are nice but not so accepting or something due to some reasons i don't know..But thank God that mine is AWESOME & they always support me as if like I'm their child. I feel so so blessed & I can never ask for more. 

Wedding is a once in a lifetime thing so make it or regret it. It's your life. :) I can't wait for mine thou~ hahaha!! Patience is the key ^-^

Technology.

It's the 21st century now. Every single person living on earth is depending on technology. Also, technology is getting more & more advance as years goes by.

I admit that 90% of the time, I rely on my phone. I'm on my phone most of the day. I know it's super bad for me. But I can't live without my phone. 

My phone is my work, my entertainment, my memories, my reminder, my schedule, my GPS etc.. So without my phone, is equal to half of me is gone or I can say, I'll feel lost. pffft.

This morning, my phone decided to shut down on me. I quickly ran to charge it & try to on it, but it didnt wake up at all..T-T 

I went into panic mode. I was so frustrated & annoyed & also I was in my financial cris and this happen. Because I knew I cannot afford another new phone & all my photos is going to be gone. Like forever if it can't be retrieved back. Argh >_< 

So I quickly went down to Singtel HQ which is at somerset to get my phone fixed. Took a number a waited for my turn. Finally, it was my turn & to my surprise, my phone have been revived!!! Omoooo~ such a relieve. In summary, my phone blacked out is because my software crashed. Phew~ no need to get new phone or loss of photos~ ^-^ I was so so happy when I heard that all I need to do is to go home & re-format my phone that's all. Wheee~ I'm so so glad. & of course not forgetting my "driver" of the day. Hees~ I feel kinda bad for boyfriend thou cos I think we need to attend to his family function or something but he insist to accompany me to do my phone. :') really touched.

People judge.

Well, when you start to go out to society, people judge you base on how they see, feel, think about you. When you start to meet new people & get out of your comfort zone. People starts judging you. People say something that is not true about you or some try to bring you down by judging you. Sad, but truth. Sigh~ 

Some people can be so fake that they ask you to "be yourself" but they judge you. If you have these kind of friends, leave them because they're not the one for you. But, I do believe that there are handful of faithful friends out there who is there no matter what you are or what you became :) That's true friend. 

Sometimes, I just wish that I could run away. Go to places where no one would judge you. Some place where people accepts for who you are & if you're wrong, they teach & help. 

It is quite frustrating that I, myself know that people judge but I'll somehow get affected by what people say. Sometimes, I get over it quickly but sometimes, it just stays in my heart. I hate it but once something goes in, it just stays as a reminder to me. Which I find it not so good because it'll just pop out from no where & could stop me from "being myself" I can say. 

I'm a soft hearted person, & I take things seriously. So I take what people say seriously especially from those people I love & respect. I'm not trying to brag about how good I am or what. What they say would affect me deeply & that would prevent me from moving forward. & also it would makes me feel worthless but actually, I'm not. Sighpie~ 

Anyways, i will learn to be stronger & really be "me". I guess. I don't even know who am I. But, I will someday! :) HWAITING Rollie!! :D

Ok, i think I shall just end here. For those who think you are worthless, you're NOT!  Believe in yourself & be positive! :) Trust me, great things are coming to you :)

Live your life to the fullest, be happy & regret nothing! :D

Only you can bring yourself down, no one can. To be happy or not, it's your choice. 

"People judge. So, whatever~" ^-^

Does branded goods really matters?

Had our usual random talk with my colleagues during our lunch break. Suddenly, we talked about owning a branded goods. 

To me, having a branded good is never on my mind. I mean, what is the purpose of having such an expensive bag or wallet where you only get to use it for few times & it starts to wear & tear.

The most "expensive" brand I ever got for myself is a Charles & Keith wallet. Ok, I know you're probably laughing now but to me, Charles & Keith is branded ok.! Heh~ Ok ok. I think I shouldn't embarrass myself. Lol~ so yea. 

Then one of my colleague told me that "you can't possibly still carry a random handbag when you're at the age of 30 right?" This strikes me. She's kinda right. At least you have to own 1 branded stuff when you're older & of course only if you can afford it. So it kind of makes sense thou. Something that I never thought of actually. Heh~ in the society, first impression is very important.

I'm actually quite happy thou~ like when I'm working in a different environment, I get to meet many new people & I get to listen to their opinion, I actually get to learn something that i don't know. :) I'm really grateful for the experiences I have in life. :) 

So, I'm gonna save up & buy a branded wallet or handbag to pamper myself :) because I deserve it. Hahahaha!

Sister day out~

Finally I get to meet up with xiaomei today!! Super excited! & she is that one who planned out the outing for us today! Hees~ GAM XIA!! :D Appreciate it a lot!

So, first stop, cat cafe. Then off to bugis plus for k suite cos they have student promotion :) yay!! 

Anyways, we arrived earlier than we're suppose to, cos our booking is at 2.30pm & we reached around 1.30pm. Haha~ 

To kill time, we took this opportunity to explore the area. & we had fun! ^-^

The cute paintings of the cats on the wall~ cuteness overload. Can't help but get attracted to go up to see those kitties. Haha~ & I swear I'm not really a fan of kitties. But but, the paintings on the wall is super cute!! 

We're briefed about the rules inside the cafe with a super cute handbook. ^-^

The kitty decided to just rest on the handbook while i was about to read it. -_-

Resting on the handbook like a boss..>_<

How about a kitty pump fist! haha~

Sat on the handbook somemore T-T *zuo mo ni jiang bad de*

our snacks!!

wanting to know what's the kitties name~

win liao lor~

time to camwhore~ :D

at the end of the day, you can buy some cute stuff there as well ^-^

cute paintings~

We stayed at the cat cafe for 1 hr. Then next stop, ksuite @ bugis+..woohoo!!! Sing Sang Sung!! 

drumlets~ super delicious

a mountain of fries~ OMG!

After singing session, its time to shop for our Chinese New Year Clothing!! :D 

Soooooo many stuff..haha!!

me selfie~

Had loads of fun as always catching up especially going for a singing session..

Although i was tired at the end of the day, i had loads & loads of fun with xiaomei! :D haha~

More to come!!! i cannot wait already~ ^-^

Very first Wedding dinner in 2014~

Attended my boyfriend's friend wedding today & it's a rare chance for me to attend weddings cos I don't have any friends or relatives who are older then me so I don't really attend wedding dinner. 

However, I love going to wedding dinner cos it's an special occasion :) seeing the bride & the groom walking down the aisle, wearing that white shimmery wedding dress, makeup & hairdo that made you a princess for a day, the texudo your husband is wearing making him the prince for the day. Isn't it romantic. 

I always teared whenever I see the bride & the groom walk down the aisle. Or when I'm watching the photo video of them. Sounds weird uh~ Yea~ I always cry like a lot! Heh~ Guess I'm an sentimental person. Haha~

Other than the beautiful bride & groom, it's the food!!! Yummmms~ hahaha!! 

Photo booth! Haha~

The beautiful bride & groom~ (sorry the photo is blurred) 

Me & my girlfriend! Hahaha

Last but not least, shall end this post with a photo of us! ^-^