very first movie date with baby ♥♥

finally baby decided not to be lazy..HAHAHAHA!!!

stayed over at baby's place yst night..

so randomly decided to watch street dance 2..:D

the movie was AWESOME!!

I'm Back In Singapore!! :DD

WOOHOOO!!! Finally i'm back!!! :DDD

missed baby so so so much! 3 weeks is like 3 years..>_<

called baby after i got home and chatted for like 2 hours i guess..

talked about random stuffs..HAHAHA!!

thats all for now..

gotta change my new baby pooh bedsheet that i bought from thailand..:DD

wee!!!

Him..♥♥♥♥♥

THAT'S HIM, MY GUY..
เก่าของใคร ปัจจุบันและต่อไปเป็นของฉัน HAHAHA!!

YAYYYYYYYY!!!

OMGGGG!!!! I'M SO SO HAPPY FOR BABY!!!! *jumps up & down on the bed*
yup yup !!
received a text from baby saying that he passed his major test in the army..:DD
feel so so happy and proud of him..
though he told me that he pass by just above the boarder line..
BUT, its still a PASS!!!
WOOHOOOO!!!!


i felt super nervous for him when he said he got major test today and i cant be there for him..>_<
really relieved that he made it..:DD


thou i didn't take that test & i sounded exaggerate here, but that feeling..
that stress, that desperate feeling to pass..
that feeling, i know how it feels like..
anyways..
so i'm super happy for baby :DDD
HAHAHAHAHAHA!!!
he's my MAN!! :DD

10 Days Challenges in a post.

saw this at Dayna's blog, looks fun so i've decided to blog on this since i've got nothing to blog about today..:D HAHA!!


Day One: Ten things you want to say to ten different people right now.


Shijie : I'll always be with you <3<3
Samantha : Thanks for always being there for me :) let me be there for you too..:D
Dayna : I'm so glad to meet you & shijie :D
Xiaomei : I miss you..>_<
Kathleen : I'll meet you soon..:D
Nicolette : I miss youuu too..>_<
Alicia Ong : Hope you're doing fine in your new school.
Bastard : I'll forever remember you SUCKER!! and i'll never forgive you for hurting me & i'm happier without you now. THANKS FOR LEAVING ME ASS!!!
Brother : Hope you'd listen to me..sigh
Daddy : Thou i'm not really close to you but no matter what, i love you..& i'm no longer a kid anymore..i'm not stupid..


Day Two: Nine things about yourself.
#1: I can be super confident of myself at times but sometimes, i feel like shit
#2: I love pink.
#3: Favourite cartoon character : Baby pooh :D
#4: I love shopping
#5: I'm crazy about heels but seldom wears them -_- no occasion to wear..LOL
#6: I'm soft-hearted.
#7: I love blings :DD
#8: I love talking crap. HAHAHA!!
#9: I love to be with Khoo Shijie.<3<3


Day Three: Eight ways to win your heart.
#1: Be truthful / Sincere
#2: receiving DIY stuffs from you :D
#3: Show respect
#4: Be a gentleman
#5: Good morning and good night texts ( basically, keep texting me :D i love to text :D )
#6: Listens to me
#7: Pamper me like a kid at the same time treat me like a lady :D
#8: Love me truly


Day Four: Seven things that cross your mind a lot.


#1: Shijie
#2: Girlfriends
#3: Career
#4: My own Family
#5: Money
#6: Family
#7: Myself


Day Five: Six things you wish you’d never done.
#1: Eat KFC that night
#2: Give that bastard a chance
#3: doing random survey from the streets
#4: nil
#5: nil
#6: nil


Day Six: Five people who mean a lot ( in no order )
#1: Shijie
#2: Samantha
#3: Kiahgek
#4: Dayna
#5: Nicolette
PS : and of course there's still more :D


Day Seven: Four turn offs.
#1: Ah Bengs
#2: Ah lians ( xiao mei mei )
#3: no manners
#4: loud people


Day Eight: Three turn ons.
#1: Shijie himself. *teehee* :D
#2: kissing / hugging Shijie :DD
#3: super loud bass / music with bass :DD


Day Nine: Two smileys that describe your life right
now.
#1: Shijie
#2: Girlfriends


Day Ten: One confession
whenever i see him, even his photo, i'll feel excited inside..
i don't know why..i never had this feeling before..
i guess, this time i really fall in love with this guy..>_<
for real.

5 more days!!!! :DD

『我』很珍惜這个缘份
『好』喜欢待在你身边

『爱』你的一切

『你』要記得，不管怎样，你有我

我爱你！！！ 亲爱的 Khoo Shijie！！ hees <3<3

HAPPY 1ST MONTH!!! ♥♥

it's our 1st!!! :DD


HAPPY 1ST MONTH BABY!!!
i wanna say that thou i'm not physically there..
but i'm always mentally there for you wherever you are..:))
i'm not perfect, i dont have a perfect figure, i dont have a flawless skin, i dont have a pretty face but i'll be some one amazing as i grow..no matter if we're still together or not..
i'll love you like no other girls would and you're always on my mind..^-^
though it's only the first..
i know many more years will come and i cant wait to create more & more memories with you already ^-^ haha!!


I LOVE YOU!!! KHOO SHIJIE!!!! :PPPP

HAPPY SONGKRAN!! :DD

its wan songkran..:DD
though its fun but bored without baby around..
how i wish he's here..
and i feel bad that our 1st month i wont be there with him..
hmm..will celebrate our belated monthsary..haha


and this time round, this thailand trip made me feel like i need baby & baby needed me as much as i do..like we're inseparatable..we need each other..hmm :')


misses baby alot and so does he..>_<
though its only the 1st month, i believed that we'll be celebrating our 1st year..hopefully..hmm..
this time, this guy..i really not gonna let go of him..
but still, his feelings is up to his to decide..


Still, i'd embrace and cherish the moments that we had and this present of mine with him..:DD
i dont care if there's other girls out there who have a crush on him or what, too bad..cos
HE'S MINE!! :DDD HAHAHA!!

i'm so happy that i wanna..

this song says it all <3





We make our paths ,We're independent .
We dump our boyfriends.
And we do our hair anyway we would like .
We figure out , that we are attractive .


And we look around ,And now we loved to live the single life .
And then we tell ourselves well never fall in love again .
But then he comes around and suddenly we understand ,
That we have never really been in love before.


And suddenly I know what all the love songs that they write are all about ,
And suddenly I dont care if its right or wrong as long as hes around ,
And suddenly the things that used to sound clishe are perfectly right in your eyes .
Perfectly right with this guy .


I know its wierd ,But we are connected .
And in some strange and crazy way I think ,
That we have always been .


And now he's here , And he says he loves me .
And it feels so right ,And In fact it feels so good that I can't sleep at night .


But I just told myself I will not fall in love again .
But he just came around and then he made me understand ,
That I have never really been in love before.


And suddenly I know what all the love songs that they write are all about ,
And suddenly I dont care if its right or wrong as long as hes around ,
And suddenly the things that used to sound clishe are perfectly right in my eyes .
Perfectly right when hes here .


And yes ,I know you might get impatient .
But look around , He might be walking right in front of you .


And if he touches you and you feel your skin is burning .
Kisses you and you feel your stomach turning ,
Hes the one ,He is the one .


And suddenly I know what all the love songs that they write are all about ,
And suddenly I don't care if its right or wrong as long as your baby's around ,
And suddenly the things that used to sound clishe are perfectly right in your ears .
Perfectly right when hes there .
Perfectly right when hes there .
Perfectly right with this guy.

yup yup!! i'm sooo happy that i wanna scream "我恋爱了了" !!!!
hahaha!! i know its lame but i feel awesome..^-^
this feeling...i've never felt before..
is like i DO used to feel happy when i'm in the previous relationship but this feeling now, i cant describe it..
is like i've never feel so loved before..
and never feel so happy before..like really happy..
i dont know if this is happiness? LOL..
but at the same time..i'm feeling very insecure as always..
cos my happiness is always temporarily..sighh..


but but..i'll never give up no matter how scared i am..
just that the person that i rely on is different..
hmm..
anyways, i really love this guy ^0^
and my buddy and my friend is very happy for me and i feel very blessed :))
this is my very first time that my friend felt very happy for me..
teehee..

my very first skype with boyfriend ^-^

isn't he cute ^-^ HAHAHAHA!!!!

another new chapter..♡‏

i love my baby <3


hmm..i'm back to blogging..
like finally uh..
found out that i didn't blog for the whole feb..heh


many things have happened as usual..
ups & downs..
busy catching up with friends..
another new relationship..
a better one i guess..
better and happier than the past 2 ones..


after the second one, i've learnt 2 phases..
"If he really loves you, he wouldn't have let you go no matter how hard the situation is." and
"If it's meant to be, it will be."
and i realised that relationship is part and parcel of life..
thou it'll hurt, but life still move on..
yup..thou i'm afraid, but i never gave up..


i've kept this 2 phases in my heart whenever i'm in a relationship..
its not so hurtful as the first as we hardly meet and i was half alive in that relationship cos i knew this day would come.
he's a gentleman, broke up with me in a nice way though..
yes, my heart will break but life still have to move on right?
If we're meant to be, in the end, somehow, someday, we'll still meet.
i used to wait for him like a fool and ignored my buddy & bestie's advise.


but now, i've finally moved on and found someone better.
someone who is willing to be there, who fights to be there, who really puts in the effort to be with me. Though he can't always be there for me because he's serving the country now.
So i can only see him once or twice a week >_<
argh..


now, i can get to look forward to everyday ^-^
forever be remembered..16th march 2012..^-^